hatred:self destruction

every step i make to get closer..

hundreds of reasons jez come n drag me away..

the more i try to make it real..

the more i fake it..

choices are made to be choose..

life is not a fate..

its about choices we made to live..

things are slipping away..

i cant do the same mistake..

i have no time for mistake..

time is running out..

if die is one of the choices to live my life..

Like a sunset, dying with the rising of the moon..

i would want it fast..

i would want it soon..

i cant bear this pain..

not this..never again..

life is not that INDAH anymore..

perhaps life never were..

p/s-lala n yayan.i need u.

i think im crazy

MIMPI DATANG LAGI..
DAN KINI
I DREAM IM IN A TRIP
HOLIDAY TRIP WITH SHAHID KAPOOR
I DUN EVEN KNOW HIS NAME BEFORE
I HAVE TO GOOGLE IT TO KNOW THE NAME.DAMN
HAVING SHAHID KAPOOR AS MY LOVER
DAMN ITS GOOD
HE IS SO LOVEABLE AND GOOD LOOKING OF COURSE
KALAU LAH JADI KENYATAAN

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