this song by damiewn rice.. leh dengar kat kaset buruk saye tuh.. chak kasi lagu nih kat saye.. time kaseh.. lagu nih wat saye sedih lagi..
And so it is Just like you said it would be Life goes easy on me Most of the time And so it is The shorter story No love, no glory No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off of you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes...
And so it is Just like you said it should be We'll both forget the breeze Most of the time And so it is The colder water The blower's daughter The pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off of you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off of you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes off you I can't take my eyes...
Did I say that I loathe you? Did I say that I want to Leave it all behind?
I can't take my mind off of you I can't take my mind off you I can't take my mind off of you I can't take my mind off you I can't take my mind off you I can't take my mind... My mind...my mind... 'Til I find somebody new
hi blog.. lame x menulis kat sini. erm.. xsanggup nak buang widget tuh.. nak je count everyday of me n ciduk togather smpai lame2..bile2 tapi.. between me n ciduk is over..he just dump me..jez like dat... he put all the blame on me.. sedih sgt.. knape sy perlu face dis.. why everyone yg i syg jez pergi gitu je... sedih sgt.. tiap2 hari..jumpe dila..nanges.. bgn pagi..nangis.. at nite..nak tdo...nanges.. nanges,,nanges,,nanges.. skunk pon nanges... dila nmpk ni sure marah... why dis happen?? tatau...knape die kna tgl me gitu je... im sorry kat sme org sekeliling i.. i mnyusahkan sme org ngan my prob.. tp.. org xnak.. dis to happen... org xnak lgsg.. xnak... i jez want to go back to ciduk.. pathetic kan.. i dont want this break up... if only de undo button lam life nih... i hate my life... please god.. i wanna be someone else.. please.. thanx dila..dove..chak..kimi and anep... u dh give da best effort to support me.. maybe me my self yg tanak trime knyataan.. and brubah.. love is a choice.. not a destiny.. love live with phases.. now im in break up phase.. at this point.. i jez want him to die.. die.. die.. hati dah xdpt terima langsung.. why.. why..
–==Jordan==– Yeah I’ve been so lost lately I don’t really understand baby Where did I go wrong I wanna talk to you Please call –==Deborah==– Where do I begin with you after all that we’ve been through I don’t think that it would be right if we got together so suddenly –==Jordan==– I wish that I could take back all the things that I said and replace them with simply I love you instead
–==Deborah==– You don’t wanna say goodbye But you never really seem like you wanna try –==Jordan==– But I only wanted you to stay then I let you just slip away –==Deborah==– If you didn’t listen to your heart inside then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind and if you need me then tell me why –==Jordan==– Girl, I never meant to say goodbye Mmm Oh yeah
–==Jordan==– I think about the past baby Why we couldn’t make it last, lady I know you still have doubts But I’m gonna prove that we can work things out –==Deborah==– I wanna be sure that you know what you put me through and reveal that you intend to never let me down again –==Jordan==– It’s clear to me and I can’t ignore that I have to give you something I couldn’t before
–==Deborah==– You don’t wanna say goodbye But you never really seem like you wanna try –==Jordan==– But I only wanted you to stay then I let you just slip away –==Deborah==– If you didn’t listen to your heart inside then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind and if you need me then tell me why –==Jordan==– Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
–==Deborah==– I didn’t think that we would come to this –==Jordan==– Ooh, no Your eyes, your face, your smile is what I miss –==Deborah==– Why’d you wait so long to take me back –==Deborah Jordan==– It’s all a simple misunderstanding
–==Deborah==– You don’t wanna say goodbye But you never really seem like you wanna try (Never wanna try) –==Jordan==– But I only wanted you to stay then I let you just slip away -==Deborah==– If you didn’t listen to your heart inside then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind and if you need me then tell me why –==Jordan==– Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
–==Deborah==– You don’t wanna say goodbye But you never really seem like you wanna try (But I never meant to say) –==Jordan==– But I only wanted you to stay then I let you just slip away –==Deborah==– If you didn’t listen to your heart inside (Never meant to see you cry, never meant to say) then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind and if you need me then tell me why –==Jordan==– Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
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mgu ini is the worst,, things jez happen.. and everything is jez like pouring down like rain on me.. ciduk still not talking to me.. my housemate marah me for a reason dat wasn't mine.. sam antar msg blame me as well..eventhough its wasn't me at all.. n of cos.. what did happen few nites ago.. it really haunted me.. n people judge me..jez keep on judging.. and for god sake.. i demam! when i cut my wrist..ok..im stupid..everyone said im stupid.. but when come to real world.. people dun really care of what happen to me.. they jez need me to be a place to be blame on.. but..whenever they needed my hand.. do they ever think of what they did to me..
today when this happen... i feel hopeless... no one to be blame as for myself.. few of you knows what happen to me this few days.. please dont make harder for me.. as a friend.. i dont want to state everything that happen here..i know few of you read this... jez try to be sure for what had you wrote.. jangan rase diri tu betul sgt if nak salahkan org lain pk ape yg kamu dh buat kat org lain.. and org lain thn je.. pikir.. u r still young.. so much that u didn't know bout life.. jez thank to god everything is still under control..
and for si dia.. please look at me as you look at me before.. you dont have to hate me of what i didn't do.. u dont have to go..
Last year in May, my sister went for her 1st cancer check up, and the diagnose came out negative. Unfortunately the neck just grew badly. The doctor confronted me and told me that she is ill and need to do more test and need to be hospitalized .The doc also told me that my sister had hold her check up since February 2007 because of me and my younger siblings still studying, and she want to spend her money for our college first.(this part really hit me badly). She is really stubborn and frustrated with the first diagnosis and refuse to go to hospital. By the month of October, she is extremely ill, the wound is 5 cm wide open, revealing the inner part of the neck. By then only she went for 2nd check up and turns out to be positive and she in IV stage. She gone trough a pain management as it is no more treatment can be done, and the wound just become larger n wider. I do the dressing 7-8 times everyday back then. She had her first chemotherapy in the 2nd month of treatment. Most of other time we experiencing so many malfunction in the equipment of the hospital(biggest disappointment). I don't know what ethic does the doctor been practicing, but him confront my sis personally and told her that she don't have chance to survive. my family so pissed off with the doctor because that does effect my sister emotion and she once again have a break down. After a while, her throat are totally block and she cant even swallow water. She been relying to 125mg morphine patch on her chest , injection and morphine syrup 24/7. We(family) brought her back home to fulfill her request. I had promise to my sister i will take care of her until she well and willing to hold my semester in college. I really love her.After a while, her cancer cell is eating her flesh and started to spread deeper to her vain. She started to bleed. The first burst was at home.and its stop for a while. The 2nd time it happen, we took her to hospital and she is warded. She is bleeding again, and this time it didn't stop. The blood just flow with no muscle or tissue to cover the leakage. The doctor once again come to me said that there is no more time for her. I called all my family members. But thank to the doctor and mostly GOD, the bleeding do stop late that night. That is the first time i saw my 70 years old dad crying in my mom's arm. The next day is the Aidiladha(Muslim's day of thanksgiving),we all gathered together in the ward and celebrate it with her. A week after, she(my sister) want to have a walk with my dad and told him that she want to take care of him so much. She who barely can walk as my dad to sit on the wheelchair and she push him around the hospital. Late that night she had difficulties in breathing. Her heartbeat increased to 200 bps. I hold her all the time. We all did. After almost 3 hours struggling, she starting to relax. But this time. The time had come. Exactly 0020 am, 24th december 2007, she peacefully releasing her hand grip and leaves all of us. And till now my tears never dry missing her. Love her so much.
die yang sentiasa cantik. she. does she look sick? me n her few years ago.
baru2 ini di taiwan seorang gadis tidak ada penyebab, keluar darah dari 7 lubang (mata, hidung, telinga, mulut, dll) berdarah hingga mati. setelah hasil cek labor dokter membuktikan orang tersebut. sebelum mati sudah banyak makan udang, setelah itu makan pula VITAMIN C...udang ada semacam kandungan setelah gabung dengan vitamin C, di dalam tubuh manusia bisa mengeluarkan semacam racun mengakibatkan 7 lubang keluar darah terkena RACUN maka mati..maka itu hati2 : setelah makan ikan/udang jangan minum vitamin c..mohon sebarkan ke tmn2 anda..
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