hatred:self destruction

every step i make to get closer..
hundreds of reasons jez come n drag me away..
the more i try to make it real..
the more i fake it..
choices are made to be choose..
life is not a fate..
its about choices we made to live..
things are slipping away..
i cant do the same mistake..
i have no time for mistake..
time is running out..
if die is one of the choices to live my life..

Like a sunset, dying with the rising of the moon..

i would want it fast..
i would want it soon..
i cant bear this pain..
not this..never again..

life is not that INDAH anymore..
perhaps life never were..

p/s-lala n yayan.i need u.