20080522

song sing it all


–==Jordan==–
Yeah
I’ve been so lost lately
I don’t really understand baby
Where did I go wrong
I wanna talk to you
Please call
–==Deborah==–
Where do I begin with you
after all that we’ve been through
I don’t think that it would be right if we
got together so suddenly
–==Jordan==–
I wish that I could take back all the things that I said
and replace them with simply I love you instead

–==Deborah==–
You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try
–==Jordan==–
But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away
–==Deborah==–
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why
–==Jordan==–
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye
Mmm Oh yeah

–==Jordan==–
I think about the past baby
Why we couldn’t make it last, lady
I know you still have doubts
But I’m gonna prove that we can work things out
–==Deborah==–
I wanna be sure that you know what you put me through
and reveal that you intend to never let me down again
–==Jordan==–
It’s clear to me and I can’t ignore
that I have to give you something I couldn’t before

–==Deborah==–
You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try
–==Jordan==–
But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away
–==Deborah==–
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why
–==Jordan==–
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

–==Deborah==–
I didn’t think that we would come to this
–==Jordan==–
Ooh, no
Your eyes, your face, your smile is what I miss
–==Deborah==–
Why’d you wait so long to take me back
–==Deborah Jordan==–
It’s all a simple misunderstanding

–==Deborah==–
You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (Never wanna try)
–==Jordan==–
But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away
-==Deborah==–
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside
then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why
–==Jordan==–
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye

–==Deborah==–
You don’t wanna say goodbye
But you never really seem like you wanna try (But I never meant to say)
–==Jordan==–
But I only wanted you to stay
then I let you just slip away
–==Deborah==–
If you didn’t listen to your heart inside (Never meant to see you cry, never meant to say)
then it really doesn’t matter what was on your mind
and if you need me then tell me why
–==Jordan==–
Girl, I never meant to say goodbye





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20080521

terasing

mgu ini is the worst,,
things jez happen..
and everything is jez like pouring down like rain on me..
ciduk still not talking to me..
my housemate marah me for a reason dat wasn't mine..
sam antar msg blame me as well..eventhough its wasn't me at all..
n of cos.. what did happen few nites ago..
it really haunted me..
n people judge me..jez keep on judging..
and for god sake.. i demam!
when i cut my wrist..ok..im stupid..everyone said im stupid..
but when come to real world.. people dun really care of what happen to me..
they jez need me to be a place to be blame on..
but..whenever they needed my hand.. do they ever think of what they did to me..

today when this happen...
i feel hopeless...
no one to be blame as for myself..
few of you knows what happen to me this few days..
please dont make harder for me..
as a friend..
i dont want to state everything that happen here..i know few of you read this...
jez try to be sure for what had you wrote..
jangan rase diri tu betul sgt if nak salahkan org lain
pk ape yg kamu dh buat kat org lain..
and org lain thn je..
pikir..
u r still young..
so much that u didn't know bout life..
jez thank to god everything is still under control..

and for si dia..
please look at me as you look at me before..
you dont have to hate me of what i didn't do..
u dont have to go..