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short stories with tragic ending

hi blog.. lame x menulis kat sini.
erm..
xsanggup nak buang widget tuh..
nak je count everyday of me n ciduk togather smpai lame2..bile2
tapi..
between me n ciduk is over..he just dump me..jez like dat...
he put all the blame on me..
sedih sgt..
knape sy perlu face dis..
why everyone yg i syg jez pergi gitu je...
sedih sgt..
tiap2 hari..jumpe dila..nanges..
bgn pagi..nangis..
at nite..nak tdo...nanges..
nanges,,nanges,,nanges..
skunk pon nanges...
dila nmpk ni sure marah...
why dis happen??
tatau...knape die kna tgl me gitu je...
im sorry kat sme org sekeliling i..
i mnyusahkan sme org ngan my prob..
tp..
org xnak..
dis to happen...
org xnak lgsg..
xnak...
i jez want to go back to ciduk..
pathetic kan..
i dont want this break up...
if only de undo button lam life nih...
i hate my life...
please god..
i wanna be someone else..
please..
thanx dila..dove..chak..kimi and anep...
u dh give da best effort to support me..
maybe me my self yg tanak trime knyataan..
and brubah..
love is a choice..
not a destiny..
love live with phases..
now im in break up phase..
at this point..
i jez want him to die..
die..
die..
hati dah xdpt terima langsung..
why..
why..

4 comments:

  1. hmm.. perhaps, life is not as 'indah' as we think it is.

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  2. yup...life is not dat indah..

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  3. jz b cool...perasaan macam ni mmg slalu datang...tp ko sndiri kena buang perasaan sunyi tuh..kena dekatkan diri ngn kawan2...family...kalu ko asyik teringat kat sme1 n ko tak nak cuba lupakan macamne kan...try to forget evrytng yg wat ko rase sunyi...cuba melupakan semua kenangan lame...i mean sibuk kan diri dalam aktiviti lain...rapatkan diri ko ngn family n kawan2...mayb dis way u can feels more better then ko ddk sorng2...if ko asyik fikir ttng mamat tuh...mayb ko akan terus rase sunyi n sad...and down smpai bila2...i think da best way is...u should talk wit sme1...and cerita kat sme1...evrytng...pas tu ulang 2 to 3 kali...then sure u i'll tenang sket...try...try...try... anyway chill la beb...

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